OMG! I am so unmotivated!
Can’t seem to make up my mind on what and where to start!
I made myself such a beautiful plan of tasks to reach goals , full of post-it papers in all colours and precisely sorted.
And now I am stuck again!:-(
How to get motivated? I am even too unmotivated in doing nothing!!!
The sun is shining and it is warm outside, the best weather to go out in the parc and collect herbs.
My flat is a mess! In my sleeping room I have to move around piles of clean clothes,
I haven’t put in place yet and step around piles of clothes on the floor that I have to sort out.
My work space is full of piles of paper, empty bottles and dirty dishes, books, pens, full ashtray.
And tonight there is a party, I wanted to go to. Even this free time amusement IS STRESSING ME OUT!!!
I could just start with doing ONE thing, that will uplift me. But….
See, my bad mood is rising clouds outside! Maybe it will rain? So I cannot go and collect herbs today!!!
Yippie! task moved…procrastinated…to an unknown date…
ISN’T IT REALLY STRANGE THAT EVEN THE THINGS THAT ARE FUN TURN OUT TO STRESS ME OUT???
AND THAT I CAN’T GET MOTIVATED EVEN FOR FUN THINGS???
And the other thing is: I actually know how to help myself, I could burn some incense, get some essential oils that will get me motivated, but WTF!!!
I am especially unmotivated in helping myself!
Days like this….
I will leave you and me here without any solution, no advice…just an unmotivated mood!
Hey see, I actually got motivated to write this post, at least! Hurray???