Bachflowers for raw emotions: Don’t piss in my garden and how to find a smartphone…

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….about the feeling of competition and the guilt never to do enough for my business.

Angry Sphynx

Angry Sphynx (Photo credit: Wikipedia,User:Trilobite2)

Yesterday I went with a good friend to our beloved coffee-place and when I was about to leave, I saw these flyers hanging at the wall: From a woman who does walks on the wild-side and teaches about wild growing medical plants, herbal walks, something that I offered in the past many times in this area.
Well, her walks and Herbal Medicine courses are in another area of town, but hey! I felt angry of her putting flyers in MY area! How stupid is this? I mean, MY reaction?!!! There are so many people who do  the same work as I do and I know that and knew that before, that I am not the only one! (this is soo BachFlower WATER VIOLET, for the feeling of being better than others)
Still, I felt like a cat who is furious that some other cat marked HER place. Not that this area belongs to me, its a public space, but still….. (Bachflower HOLLY for anger and jealousy, WILLOW for complaining about others and blaming others).

So, I tried to calm myself  (WHITE CHESTNUT to calm down the mind and let go) and think about what really makes me angry. And that is, that I always thought about starting and offering new Workshops and courses, making flyers to hang out in different places, well, many many plans and ideas,… BUT no actual results! No Flyers, no new dates for worshops, walks and courses, nothing really that I have finished. ( Bachflower WILD OAT for many ideas and not finishing projects) .
So there is NO need to be angry about anyone just about me! What a sh****! So feeling  guilty doesn’t help (maybe I should take some Bach Flower PINE against all that guilty feeling) and having ADHD doesn’t help either  for accomplishing and finishing things (and NO excuse ) and my anger and stupid competition feeling isn’t really the best motivation (HOLLY again).

Not that I haven’t already started yesterday, before I went out, to put up a seminar for Bach Flowers and was very happy about me working on my business stuff. Instead of enjoying my happiness and work I’ve done, I got so irritated by these flyers from somebody else! ( WALNUT for irritations when starting new things, CENTAURY for general irritation by others).

And than,  instead of working I procrastinate on the wwweb, while I am trying to find a smartphone that isn`t too expensive, so I can write directly from the coffee-place and everywhere else in my blog! 😉 But then, it s so hard to decide on the right one! I already know that I dont want “the fruit thing” brand, it’s too expensive and I do prefer papayas and mangos. 🙂 Continue reading

Bach Flowers for ADD / ADHD – Focusing, Attention and Concentration: Chestnut Bud, Clematis, White Chestnut

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The following Bach flower remedies can help up with beeing inattentive or dreamy, if we have difficulties concentrating, staying on track and procrastinating and loosing things, forgetting dates, …
These flowers have to do with the issue of not beeing present with your mind in the moment, but somewhere else.

Wow, these themes are no way referring to any of us ADDers, huh? 😉 No problem at all 🙂 LOL

WHITE CHESTNUT

English: Chestnut flower These amazing inflore...

English:Chestnut flower (Photo credit: Wikipedia) Jonathan Billinger
 

  • Busy mind full of thoughts
  • repetitive thoughts
  • repetitive sorrows and worries in the mind
  • worries or  fears always “ramble”  in the mind
  • to-do-list doesn`t stop inthe mind
  • ongoing conversations in the mind about discussions and  talks you had with others ( “i should have said thisand that” ) Continue reading

Bach Flower Remedies for ADD – Indecison and insecurity: Wild Oat, Cerato, Scleranthus

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The following Bach Flowers can help if you have difficulties making  decisions.

Some of us want a lot from life or maybe just some little things to get, but we dont know how  to decide what? where? when? how?

and we feel insecure and  stressed out if we have to make a decision.

These Flowers have also to do with  not trusting our instincts, not beeing in contact with ourselves.

WILD OAT

English: Common Wild Oat, Avena fatua. Deutsch...

English: Common Wild Oat, Avena fatua. Deutsch: Flug-Hafer, Avena fatua. (Photo credit: Wikipedia) Christian Fischer

  •  Having the wish to do something of prominence in life/  having ambitions for life
  •  wish to make many experiences and enjoy life to the full
  •  many many ideas without a plan what I really want, what is the one thing I wanna do, learn, work, achieve in life
  •  life-changing decisions / difficulties to decide on the big plan in life,
  • always, most of the time  starting something, a lot of things without finishing them/ also starting a job,  studies without finishing them or not keeping the job because nothing fits, because its not the right thing, because you have the feeling if you decide for one thing you can`t do all the other things you wanna do
  • thoughts of not really following your talents or now you wanna follow another plan , idea
  • not beeing able to decide from many possibilities, many wishes
  • beeing frustrated because indecisiveness leeds to the feeling of not really following the own personal aim in life and standing behind the actual life (plan) &  not beeing able to live your possibilities and talents because of indecisions and insecurities Continue reading